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2003-07-29 - 10:46 p.m. It's been too long since I last wrote. I have just returned from vacation at my home on the coast. I was 5 days there and they were filled with memories of my former life. It is so sad to see my children all grown. I wish that I could have just one day of their childhood back so that I could hold them once again and make them happy beyond belief with the simple thing... a new toy, a picnic, a trip to disneyland. I called my 21 year old son and told him what a good boy he was. He asked me if I was drunk. I wish that I was a mother again, but each month I get my period and all of my hopes are crushed. My Dennis is stubborn and will not get any help to have children. I am afraid that by the time he comes around it will be too late. Life is so damn short. � � |